I’m Xac Anon, and for me, music isn’t a dream or a career. It’s survival.
I never started creating to chase fame or numbers. I started because I didn’t know where else to put everything I was feeling. When life got quiet and the people I cared about began to fade, music became the only place I could breathe. It became a home for everything I couldn’t say out loud.
I’ve carried a lot in silence. Grief that lingered long after goodbye, guilt that never fully faded, and heartbreak that still echoes in the background. I don’t write about pain because I want to romanticize it. I write about it because it’s the only way I’ve ever known how to face it. Every track I make is a confession, a moment of honesty that I couldn’t express any other way.
My sound lives between lo-fi and emo rap. It’s dark, slow, and honest. It’s the kind of music that feels like the quiet hours of the night when the world stops moving, and you’re left alone with your thoughts. I don’t chase perfection in my work. I chase truth. The raw emotion, the imperfect takes, the moments where the voice cracks that’s where the real story is.
Growing up, I learned how easily everything can fall apart. I’ve lost friends, love, and pieces of myself that I’ll never get back. My releases Purgatory, Second Chance, and Darkness and Light aren’t just projects. They’re reflections of who I was when I had nothing left to hold onto. Each one captures a moment when I was trying to find meaning in the middle of collapse.
I’ve never wanted to be a celebrity. I’ve only ever wanted to be heard. I want someone to listen to my music and feel seen, to recognize a part of themselves in what I say. I write for the people who carry their pain quietly, for the ones who’ve been told to “move on” while still trying to remember how to live. My songs are for the broken, the forgotten, and the misunderstood.
Music has shown me that pain can create something beautiful. Even the darkest memories can grow into something meaningful when you give them a voice. I’m still learning, still healing, and still trying to make peace with who I am. Every track is another step forward, another chance to understand myself and leave something behind that might help someone else do the same.
When people hear my songs, I don’t want them to just hear me. I want them to feel themselves in the lyrics, in the atmosphere, in the silence between words. Because the truth is that none of us are ever really alone. We just get lost in the noise.
Xac Anon isn’t a brand or a stage name. It’s just me. A person trying to make sense of everything through sound. And if my music gives even one person a reason to keep going, or to believe that healing is still possible, then I’ve already found what I was searching for.